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MAY 2001
Well by May I still had no improvement. In fact I was still blowing up at
the littlest things or crying my eyes out. I feel so sorry for my Boyfriend.
He takes the brunt of my "Episodes" as I'm calling them now.
Poor guy...he has been a gift from the Goddess and I have been a psycho bitch from
the underworld. His patients has been an immense help for me. He must love me to
still be sticking around while I am going through this. I give him a ton of
credit, most guys would have bailed by now.
So, I called the o'l Doc again. And this time Im told, by his nurse, that
he has no idea what to do next with me and that perhaps I should see a
Gynecologist. So I call my GYN (for short) up and try to make an appointment.
I can not get in intil June. I explained to her that I really NEED to see
someone SOON, that this is an extreme situation I am in, but she would not budge.
So I guess I will continue the Prozac for the next month intill my visit.
June 2001
Finally, at the end of June, I did get to see her. I go in and explain everything that I've
going through since January. She does her exam, takes blood and urine from
me for testing and tells me to stay on the Prozac 1 per day for the next four months.
She said she will contact me with the test results and wants to know how long
I have been over weight because she feels I am depressed about my weight
and that is why I am experiencing these mood swings.
This is when she told me about what Prozac and Sarafem were.
I looked at her for a moment and then told her that I have been over weight, in one
form or another, all my life and that I really did not think my weight depressed me.
I really do not think about it much and I do not base my opinion of a person by their
looks anyway. She said she would talk to me in 2 weeks when the test results come in.
Well the results are in....and the winner is ....................
Well not me. My test results were good and they did not detect anything
out of the ordinary. This would usually be a good thing for most people.
But not for me. I needed answers and I needed them
NOW !
Well, as you can guess...I did not get any answers.
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