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Welcome to my Enigma
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I love music. All kinds mostly. You know how you hear a song from
![]() a group and you just seem to be able to relate to the words.
![]() They describe your most inner thoughts, desires, dreams, even your fears.
![]() There has been one group whose song jumped right out at me over the air waves.
![]() It really described how I felt about this "Thing"
![]() I am not sure what this song means to the group who performs it or the one who wrote it.
![]() But when I heard it, I knew it described how I felt.
![]() I have not been able to contact this group to see if it is okay for me to put their lyrics on my web site.
![]() Therefore, I have listed the address of their web site from which I got them.
![]() Lets hope I do not start some legal hassle. I only list their song because I feel it
![]() describes my feelings.
![]() ![]() ![]() The group is called "Linkin Park"
![]() their song is called "Crawling"
![]() Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal
![]() Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can't seem, To find myself again, My walls are closing in
![]() [Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me, Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection,
It's haunting how I can't seem To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure...
![]() ![]() ![]() Another group's music whom I seem to relate to is
![]() "STAIND". Their song "Its Been Awhile"
![]() is how I feel when I am depressed about the what I "feel" I
![]() am doing to the wonderful relationship with my boyfriend I am
![]() in right now. My boyfriend has always been so supportive and
![]() patient through out this whole thing. Most would have left by now.
![]() I feel bad he gets the brunt of my racing emotions.
![]() ![]() I edited some of the words in the song with " * " incase I would get in trouble for having them on my site.
![]() In my personal opinion I feel the "Words" represent the strong emotions of this song and
![]() it would not be the same with out them.
![]() Its Been Awhile
![]() It's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high,
It's been awhile, since I first saw you.
It's been awhile, since I could stand on my own two feet again,
It's been awhile, Since I could call you.
But everything I can't remember, as f*cked up as it all may seem,
the consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means.
It's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted.
It's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well.
It's been awhile since I've gone and f*cked things up just like I always do,
It's been awhile, but all that sh*t seems to disappear when I'm with you.
But everything I can't remember, as f*cked up as it may seem,
The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and f*cked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile, since I could look at myself straight.
It's been awhile, since I said I'm sorry.
It's been awhile, since I've seen the way the candle lights your face.
It's been awhile, but I can still remember just the way you taste.
But everything I can't remember as f*cked up as it all may seem to be,
I know it's me, I cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me.
It's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry.
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